I look down to the water To find the reason I've been holding onto Falling out of nothing I'm breaking around you And so awake, and so control this dying So open all the shells and begin to wonder And you are sleeping, so peacefully When you are dreaming I'm lost in your sea I drive my car into water Look beneath the waves See the face of my lover The darkness fills her rays Which will always be home there Her face is beauty and my eyes are sober And if I could see Your face all make of glass If I could see knowing this whole time to come But, I am not the one for you I am not the one for you Just wanna fix all your sorrows, just wanna let you in Just want to dance in your hollows Just want to dance in your wind I'm not dead, oh, I'm not dead I am floating away Inside your mouth, inside the words you say What if I was trapped in a cardboard box Board box you shipped away Would you wrap me up give me away Would you take my clothes away And I don't miss you, but I think I missed you I don't miss you but I think I missed you I wish I was your clothes, I wish I was, I wish I was your clothes I'd wrap myself around your body to always dignify you And I don't miss you, but I think I miss you I don't miss you but I think I miss you I thought I was free on the wings of a moth Chasing light we couldn't reach Was all we'd ever know I was free in your ghost But then somebody held me for loving yourself And if I was there I would know what it feels like to Be with the one who can explore all the insides And tangles of the world Without first knowing how to be loved But I won't give up