Living on the land, hiding from the others Lying to myself, lying to my brothers Time to find my way, counting up the days Never had enough to get another way Lately, I'm thinking it's already done Walk around feeling like it's all in defeat But then we grew up today Count on me, honey Walked around feeling like I'm already beat There we go again, climbing up the river Lying to my friends, acting like I miss her Tryna find a way, keep the thoughts on paper But it takes a while ♪ Lately, I think that I'm losing my game Walk around feeling like it's all up to me But that'll be the day Count on me, honey They walked around feeling like I'm already beat Wait for me to make something out of nothing Blaming everything on a stupid fucking Feeling that I hate Gets me every time