What if I stayed?
Forget about the mess I made
Do you think I could have given you enough
To alleviate the burden of my love?
Say what you won't
I'm better off when I'm alone
Toxic to the core, your shadow of doubt
A shade of grey that you could live without
Tired of losing sleep
Bruised by your embrace
Thought I'd never quit but now I can't stand the taste
My head's never coloured me well
You held so tightly to an empty shell
I know I'm not alone
Maybe I should have been
I'm trying to let you in
I'm trying to let you in
Does it feel like I'm giving up?
I find self destruction so much easier than love
There's a darkness holding me up
Maybe I can walk just fine
I'm too scared to try
I'm too scared to try
There's a darkness holding me up
Maybe I can walk just fine
I'm too scared to try
I'm too scared to try
There's a darkness holding me up
Maybe I can walk just fine
I'm too scared to try
I'm too scared to try