I guess it's me when I'm alone And I've never felt at home Yeah there's something oh so cold When I'm sitting in silence I guess it's me when I'm alone I stay awake to watch my phone And it's been pouring since this morning Cause I don't know what I want I guess it seems that I'm alone And I've never felt at home Yeah there's something oh so cold When I'm sitting in silence I guess it seems that I'm alone I stay awake to watch my phone And it's been pouring since this morning Cause I don't know what I want I'm a keeper of secrets I'll take to the grave I'm a loser but I've got the ace of spades I would deal with the weight of the world Up in the silence I'm a keeper of secrets I'll take to the grave I'm a loser but I've got the ace of spades I would deal with the weight of the world Up in the silence I guess it's me when I'm alone Don't want to be the one who calls I've never seen myself at all And every time I try I end up falling Me when I'm Alone I stay awake to watch my phone And it's been pouring since this morning Cause I don't know what I want