Disconnected, disregarded Cyclical moments that never end Trapped in motion beyond control Just a result of getting old Pull away but want it back Lie awake and miss the act Can't get out of the mold It's just a result of getting old Habit forming, winter warning Never ever looking forward Never what you're looking for It's just a result of getting old Party time, excellent! Never knowing what it meant Never what you're looking for Another beer you gotta pour And I've hit my snapping point It crushes from within No point in going on No point in being wrong Torn like the end of a thread You can put a bullet in my head Haunting thoughts of being dead Forever seeing red Anti-social introvert Scared of people, brain don't work Nervous breakdown, anxiety Don't fit in with society Awake at night, fight or flight Can't relax, no end in sight Counting down to 6am All I want is to fucking dream And I've hit my snapping point It crushes from within No point in going on No point in being wrong Torn like the end of a thread You can put a bullet in my head Haunting thoughts of being dead Forever seeing red