I've been put on the spot since I was a kid I thought it passes over time, it never actually did Ye, I like try to change although I do admit There is a pleasure in pain, a masochistic conflict Love lust, controlled by those who wants me sick Thanks to chemical response my feelings=mixed Trying to restore a balance with my faith The urge is dragging me down Deeper until l'll get insane I've been going down and I might drag you with me Broken, concerned, on my own I'd rather be damned and left here all undone Take me, face me and finally break me Don't make me live a life in someones concept Conscience, forced to fucking beg for mercy Spare me and let feel a thing I never wanted this I never really understood any of this shit Take me to the edge It is where I'm supposed to be Take me I never wanted this Leave me In this pathetic mess Broken I remain silent Feel me That's what I cannot do Take me I never wanted this Leave me In this pathetic mess Broken I remain silent Feel me I promise I want to I've been manipulated My standards of beauty were always determinated It's a fucking joke, that we both Judge them all by the looks, prove me wrong I'm filled with lies my skin's like a coat One add reminds me what is love False marketing turned my senses to shit Plug it in, loose yourself, can't quit I've been lured by sex, but I'm the one that's fucked My head has been raped in all sensitive spots I never wanted this I never really understood any of this shit Take me to the edge It is where I'm supposed to be Tear me out, turn me on Take me I never wanted this Leave me In this pathetic mess Broken I remain silent Feel me That's what I cannot do Take me to the edge, I'm dying Inside in this pathetic mess Broken I remain in silence Can't feel, cause I'm fucking stressed I am insane Leave me Don't keep it waitn' I've been going down and I might drag you with me