I want to feel your heartbeat against my face
I want to hear your heartbeat from your chest
I need to know, baby if you want it too
I need to know, baby if you love me too
Run my fingers through your hair
All the while your unaware
How could you not know by the way I showed my love to you
And how did I not know how close the demons were to you
Regret mistakes and show my feelings through expressive faces
Will I make it through this depressive state?
Shit, I guess we'll wait and see
At least the things I wanted to believe
They'll say the truth will set you free maybe someday I'll feel relieved
Or take like 29 Tylonol, try to drive a car, off a bridge
Drowning with a broken spinal cord
My mind contorts, in wild forms
To try and calm these violent thoughts, that I have got
I hate this, I'm extra anxious
Life isn't a bitch, life is a waitress
Get it served how you ordered no complaining
I'm just trying make tips, get some game quick
Then tell all the homies that I break bread with all the same shit
Go ahead, get defensive I'm the plaintiff
What's understood fully does not really need explaining
Starting to lose my patience, yet again
People coming up to me like we was cool but we were never friends
Slamming doors in they face don't let em in