My adrenaline's crashed like Sunderland after Peter Reid My head's more mashed than a carrot meeting a swede But not like Benny from ABBA or Ulrika I mean veg Like David Beckham against Argentina I'm seeing red I'm aware I'm slowly dying and I'm battling against my age My internal animal's crying and rattling against the cage Overwhelmed and suffering permanent sensory overload I'm feeling about as useful as the stairs in a bungalow Bricked in but drowning in choice Sick of the sound of my voice I swam in the sink and I went and sank in the overflow The noise gets loud like a vociferous crowd But I'm bound like a man with no hands tackling pistachios Audio hallucinations crashes and clattering Vuvuzelas blowing cats meowing windows are shattering Seventy versions of me incessantly chattering My confidence and competence have taken a battering Cos I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it difficult to unwind So I simmer for a while before climbing back up the slide Because I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it impossible to unwind So I just simmer for a minute before climbing back up the slide I'm screwing up all my ideas and tipping them in the bin Self-doubt is the demon that cripples you from within I'm a deer in the headlights, a walking contradiction Frozen by fear fixated in fantasy fiction I feel like a fraud and I'm holding myself back With a cynical sword stealthily severing my sack Causing eye watering pain But it's a chore to explain Cos I'm so bored of this game I'm disengaged and I'm mainly hearing nonsense and gibberish I'm nervous and skittish More illusion than human and more reptilian than British What's my identity Who am I meant to be Why am I placid when I've got so much intensity I'm wondering if I even have opinions at all I feel boring like I'm more of a drag than Ru Paul Like a jilted bride I've lost all sense of sense But I can see every side so I just sit on the fence Because I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it difficult to unwind So I simmer for a while before climbing back up the slide Because I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it impossible to unwind So I just simmer for a minute before climbing back up the slide Because I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it difficult to unwind So I just simmer for a while before climbing back up the slide Because I'm trapped in my mind I'm spending all of my time Ruminating contemplating but finally I'm resigned To the fact that I find it impossible to unwind So I simmer for a minute before climbing back up the slide