You told me I was number one And the sun shone out my eyes Then, I broke up with you Why did I do it? I don't know Something in me snapped And caused me to break up with you My heart and brain Aren't aligned all the time I can lurch, from on to off And hot to cold You deserve, better than this I confess So please, put your mind at ease And let me go You said I was the man of your dreams And the answer to your prayers Then, I broke up with you Why did I do it? I don't know Something in me snapped And caused me to break up with you My heart and brain Aren't aligned all the time I can lurch, from on to off And hot to cold You deserve, better than this I confess So please, put your mind at ease And let me go The question is commitment And the answer is I'm not ready My brain is all over the place And my insides just aren't steady I know I'm a fool But I just have to stop My self destructive nature Has risen to the top My heart and brain Aren't aligned all the time I can lurch, from on to off And hot to cold You deserve, better than this I confess So please, put your mind at ease And let me go I am all alone, no fault but my own My heart and brain maligned Fighting all the time Questions from my past, good times never last I'm so hot and cold Now I'm getting old Sorry for my mouth, try to shut it out You don't need this mess My intentions were the best But for your dignity, please begone with me Better you can do To yourself be true