I feel myself sinking I feel nothing, always left wondering How am I supposed to live like this? Nothing makes sense, I'm left behind again Should I let these feeling fade away? How am I supposed to live like this? Barely conscious, barely breathing Always left anticipating Lost inside my own head Waiting for something to begin And if you told me you cared I'd tell you you're a liar And if you told me you were there I'd reach out with nothing left to bare My heart cannot be defined I try and try, but I never catch up I'll never be yours, you'll never see me again You were always so hard to please And if I could explain this I'd give it my best You're so close to home but a thousand miles away ♪ This is the sound of my fucking funeral And I'm sorry that I left you, but I can't hold on So never let go I will never be sorry for this The heart wants what it can never have I wish I never fucking existed I wish I never knew you I will never be sorry for this x3, never Never feel this way again Not in my fucking head