Alive Alive Alive Buried Used to be somebody I 4got who I was I was a pilot in disguise but then I dropped to the mud Had somebody by my side but she tired got tired of me Cheated on her I found out that you can't copy the love Depression took a lil toll I started drowning in drugs It didn't do too much healing I wasn't wyling enough Took my focus off the work and purchased 3 whole pies Tried to sell it but instead I kept it all to myself All my friends told me I'm bugging Guess they left me to be Cause I responded I'm the reason you got breakfast to eat Apologizing not an option cause my messages seen Like since when did all my homies stop checking on me As I sniff all of this powder with all my energy up I notice how my fridge is empty This ain't filling me up The tv's watching me dig up my own grave in the floor Might OD right now off a baby and 4 Alive Alive Alive and Buried