What should I say, I'm ending up the Third decade finding myself between Hell and heaven. I'm disillusioned and I'll never know if the fear of aging leaves. It won't let me go. I'm heavenly blessed with a strong peace of mind, But this can't be everything, this can't be it all. Is There something waiting for me on the other side? When the curtain falls, I will leave The stage and accept my fate. I 'll Bring it to an end. When the curtain Falls, I will charge myself and plead Guilty. I am sentenced to live. I have to listen to myself and my desires. Everything I love so much must be the driving Force behind my actions and the fight against my Doubts. Keeping my composure is what it's all about. I'm heavenly blessed with a strong peace of mind, But this can't be everything, this can't be it all. Is There something waiting for me on the other side? When the curtain falls, I will leave The stage and accept my fate. I 'll Bring it to an end. When the curtain Falls, I will charge myself and plead Guilty. I am sentenced to live. After all that happened, everything Just seems so clear. So I realize That I have to face my greatest fears.