Self love, self hate, sick self deception Self made, self made, pure self reflection Self harm, self doubt, self immolation I know, i might, seem really selfish Can't stay my inner child is restless Can't pay my bills on payed attention Take a photo of me now And make me look good Take a photo of me now And always remember, forever Falling out and falling in You let me down I let you in I can't escape I never win I play again again again Are you watching? Let me know Can you see me now? Falling out and falling in I never win, I never win Safe drugs, safe sex, self validation Same shit, new day and new depressions Don't ask don't tell I need the tension Throwaway throwaway all of your convictions Turn away turn away this world is vicous Self love, self hate self immolation Take a photo of me now And make me look good Take a photo of me now And make me look good Make me look good Falling out and falling in You let me down I let you in I can't escape I never win I play again again again Are you watching? Let me know Can you see me now? Falling out and falling in I never win, I never win Kill your friends and film it too Your movie might get picked up soon Naked in the spotlight Keep them laughing or they'll turn on you Falling out and falling in You let me down I let you in I can't escape I never win I play again again again Falling out and falling in You let me down I let you in I can't escape I never win I play again again again Are you watching? Let me know Can you see me now? Falling out and falling in I never win, I never win