I won't look down, down in the dark wild river I won't look down I won't look back One lost child One grown man appears at the same time Go around by the river Or drown in the river Go around by the river So come what may I'm a rover without a trail - a shadow without a man I'm a phoenix without feathers Like a desert without sand Show me what life can be Plant a seed - I'll make it grow Go around by the river Or drown in the river Go around by the river As I slow down, seeing myself at the bottom And as I lay down, numb and forgotten I'm a rover whitout a trail - a shadow without a man In my own reflection I see a stone With the skin of my face An empty vessel A useless shell of blood and bones A phoenix without feathers Like a desert without sand Show me what life can be Plant a seed - I'll make it grow I'll divide myself in two I'll take shelter - be gone like a fly I really tried, but now I need to hide The stain is lost