Let my guard down, throw me on the floor I lost the only crutch I had Another failsafe, another guarantee I'll surrender with a "let me be" And now I promise that I'm not the only cynic I'm feel so numb to the world, so numb to the world So frail, so pessimistic I never wanted to be this way Dusk awaits bringing somber feelings Forever hiding behind the mask I made I walk the same path every day It gets darker but it feels the same The truth is lost Where do I turn when I question myself? Where do I turn when I lose someone else? The truth is lost I lost faith in you I lost faith in me I lost faith in you I lost faith in me And I'm clinging to the here and now, and I'm feeling like I never felt at all Draped in a cloak that hides my skin, but not my shame Ease my mind beyond what I've been feeling This is the real me and I want out alive Dusk awaits bringing somber feelings Forever hiding behind the mask I made I walk the same path every day It gets darker but it feels the same Where do I turn when this aura surrounds me? Where do I turn when I question myself? I'm losing sleep Where do I turn when this aura surrounds me? Where do I turn when I question myself? I'm losing sleep, I'm losing sleep