The last thing that went through my head Was a bullet I carved your name in. And I didn't get into heaven But I thought I'd let you know I wish I never let you in Love, oh, we'll never get enough The insubstantial feeling that sustains you like a drug Love, yeah, it's never enough It's the chaos that controls you and goes off like a loaded gun Damaged goods, but still one of a kind Deception lies within deceit, you're the poison that resides Inside my mind, I think about it all the time How I'm mentally destroyed I deserve that, right? Getting used to the abuse I can never be the same Will you ever understand what you took away Love, that's something I thought I could trust But I guess I'm the one that wasn't enough I just doesn't make sense The people closest to you hurt you in ways you never thought that they would do Someone you thought you knew, someone you put your faith into, Become nothing more than a toxic presence that fills the room Ha! A stranger now, like everyone else That took a piece of me just for their selve Another person comfortable with wearing my out I never gained the strength to move on Why couldn't I just walk out? Settle for less, second best Something I should have expected Settle for less, settle for less Salt in the wound, I'm such a mess Settle for less, second best Oh, look who guessed it Settle for less, one last request, Tell me you love me, rip my heart out of my chest