*Scream* It was never my first intention To experiment with this invention I don't yearn for this I just enjoy the journey Trying to justify my affection Controlling my retention I'd better brace myself before the night gets blurry I'm telling myself that I don't need it At the back of my mind so I just leave it But in the moment I wanna taste, touch, and feel it I don't feel better but I know I'll feel worse But I can't say no, I'm overthrown now, I'm getting the thirst Fuck! Now seems things are turning sour! Now seems things are turning sour! Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end When there's nothing left to say We keep talking anyway But next time I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall Like I'm trying to move a mountain Like I'm the only one who's counting Taking a doubt into Every excuse you say you're confused I'm getting impatient but There's nothing to lose Hurry up, choose, just stop procrastinating You're making a fool of yourself You're getting a bad reputation These decisions have imprisoned you in a black hole so Choose your last words wisely before you bow! Fuck! Now seems things are turning sour! Now seems things are turning sour! Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end When there's nothing left to say we keep talking anyway But next time I won't be so naive to change my mind I've already played this game but it always ends the same So goodbye I can say "No, I just don't want to" All I had to do was decline Now seems things are turning sour! Now seems things are turning sour! I can say, "No, I just don't want to"! The answers lost I don't know why! Morning before the night after! All I had to do was decline! *Scatting* Tense, feeble, and sleepless in the end When there's nothing left to say we keep talking anyway But next time I won't be so naive to change my mind I've already played this game and it always ends the same So goodbye Looking back at all the times we had the chance to stop What possessed me to pursue these nights that end up lost?