Given up my time To give you what you wanted Not enough, you still latch onto me Until I'm weak and feel sick to my stomach Wide awake, I can't sleep Until I've worked out what's holding me back so I Just retreat until I fall right back Into the trap of seeking something complete What I want from what I do and what I hear from you Is what will bring me down, bring me down We work to fill a hole that we created to absolve ourselves From working it out, much too proud Instant gratification I cannot abide A deep void in the nearby future I just can't hide Know there's only one road You don't need directions, just go Feet feel cold to the stone Don't let it sweep its way inside you straight to your bones It's not exactly the way I planned To spend my time with you You swore Endlessly chasing the way I felt When the finish line was in view Never been in my possession Wish I would have started to question What is it I placed a bet on At the cost of all my predilections? Is it really safe to follow A figure I can't reach? Some truths are hard to swallow Feeding a well-fed leech Know there's only one road You don't need directions, just go Feet feel cold to the stone Don't let it sweep its way inside you straight to your bones It's not exactly the way I planned To spend my time with you You swore Endlessly chasing the way I felt When the finish line was in view With the end in sight I realise now The more I work the more I hunger I don't know how long I can keep this down Am I privileged or do I suffer? The days grow longer The nights get darker I am my own stalker It's never enough to gratify me Float in a flock full of sheep To get skinned and bleed in the creek Break the ground when I fall But not as bad as the cracks in these walls Fail and the Earth is undone Bear me to the flames of this sun Drink deep of the brazen sky I wonder when and I don't know why It's not exactly the way I planned To spend my time with you You swore Endlessly chasing the way I felt When the finish line was in view I need more It's not exactly the way I planned To spend my time with you You swore Endlessly chasing the way I felt When the finish line was in view Ultimately, it is the desire Not the desired That we love Ultimately, it is the desire Not the desired That we love