Your tone of voice Makes me wish That I was never here Hatred grows in inches And I'm measuring my mirror Having a hard time looking away Even though it makes me feel sick And Christ, I wish that looks could do it Because there's so much of myself to kill Teeth yellowed by disbelief How could you fucking do this to me? You've spent your whole life in denial And I was just a goddamn child Your tone of voice Makes me wish That I was never here So I lose this battle with addiction And I give in to what is near Scars run deep for all to see Like crossroads, genetic history I'll never love my fucking self You don't know what this means to me I couldn't tell you how I really felt Because you made me think I was the problem Now that I'm older and I'm thinking it over I think that I've finally solved them With you You're killing me