So withdrawn and feeling numb.
Watching life come all undone.
Growng fear, a human grace.
A drowning mind in a dark embrace.
I am down on my knees
Praying beyond belief.
The silence deafens my ears
And welds the shackels
Onto my fears.
My life a disarray.
And I fade away.
Lost all faith.
Lost all trust.
A sordid mesh turning to dust.
I am lost.
I am so numb.