I've been stabbing at the dark Some way of praying for an ending Bruised and beaten Hardened breathing I've been fighting a war that I can't win A room full of no one Myself against myself And I never meant to drag you down Because if you wanna know the truth It's that I'd break this fucking world in two for you If that's what I had to do I need your hand to pull me back From that dead-end sting of doubt Like I'm pissing on a burning building Like I'm burning just to burn out Now I'm braking harder Those spinning feelings are slowing so I can't lose grip The sheer fact of living's like I'm cheating death And I've been trying But understanding mercy While I'm hanging from a rope Has me feeling like humanity is one sick joke And I can't stop laughing I've been dying to live Playing absolutes In a time where faith's misused Burdened by my own morality You know I love to lose Abandon old traditions Break the unwillingness to change There are no second chances The clock ticks until it breaks I'm giving everything I have to give Fighting a war I can't win. Cheat Death. Bent Life.