I thought that you were calling on my phone But it was just the mailman I wish that were you I thought I was doing better But I failed again I was about to regret it But I still like the pain You are just a memory away From taking the train You are just a memory away From killing myself I thought I was doing better But I failed again Again! Again! ♪ I thought that you were calling on my phone But it wasn't you it was just my mom I thought I was doing better But I failed again I was about to regret it But I still like the pain Days pass And you still beat up my brain You beat up my brain Days pass And I have no blood in my veins No blood in my veins I thought I was doing better But I failed again Again! Again!