All I wanted was something to hold dear something To hold near to my heart denied again I'm left With a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as Cold as ice with no warmth in sight your embrace Feels like a slap to my face so shallow and fake Will this ever end. will my torment ever cease Wishing I could feel nothing. a life dead to love All I wanted was something to hold dear. something To hold near to my heart denied again I'm left With a bitter taste in my mouth and a heart as Cold as ice with no warmth in sight hoping for a Heart that can feel no pain rip this from my chest So I can never find it in myself to love and Forgive you will my torment ever cease. wishing I Could feel nothing. a life dead to love free from Love. free from emotion. I'm free from you