I'd tell you you should go but you'd never leave I said the writing's on the wall but you could never read And deep down I'd be down to die wit cha I wish that I could let you go from me And there you are Still looking fine as ever I wanna lie in your petals You're like a flower in weather That none survive I know (I know, I know, I know, I know) Yeah Think I see the day coming Probably need to say something Probably need some space huh Beat it like a bass drum Promised me you not the one for games but you play dumb My future with you getting too blurred for me to gauge huh Kinda like those nights we drank away until the day come Finally accepting that the only substance me and you had shared was not between us It was just the kind you take so you can wash away the pain huh Everything has changed huh Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry Only times you miss me when you drunk at someone's party And me and you, our memory's too good Think we living in the past That's why I know this shit won't ever last Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry Only times you miss me when you drunk at someone's party And me and you, our memory's too good Think we living in the past That's why I know this shit won't ever last I never thought this shit would last I actually kinda knew we'd crash I actually kinda knew you'd spazz Walking through your brutal past Trauma left and right So you don't fight fair Yo how this turn from me dreaming Straight to a nightmare When I was always right there Off in your distance Religiously like you Christian But then you don't have beliefs And there ain't nothing underneath It took a fuck or two to tell me that Don't blame me You like it average So I'm done with that They aint me We went from faded To the now I know we fading To the little games you playing To the toxins you were saving For those nights and all those days when We would come to a conclusion You were fucking with a winner How'd you really end up losing God damn The only time you answer When I text you that I'm sorry And only time I catch you's If I show up in the lobby Our memories were good Just as much as they were bad My intuition always told me That this shit would never last Only time you answer When I text you that I'm sorry And only time I catch you's If I show up in the lobby Our memories were good Just as much as they were bad My intuition always told me That this shit would never last Never last We both saw the signs but you played it like you was blind And the irony of it all you was giving up all your time And your energy to a guy instead of looking me in my eyes And just telling me to my face you was over it Had to watch you fall from grace, the former angel a snake And I wish that I was more ready for when the cobra bit Ready like that moment I knew what I had to do Cuz I knew that you wasn't true and you ain't notice it Pulling back my heart where you can't reach because you'd broken it And now I got my foot up on the gas Father please forgive me if I crash You said that you love me I think you only love the shit that feels new That's why I knew that shit we had would never last Never last Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry Only time you miss me when you drunk at someone's party And me and you, our memory's too good Think we living in the past That's why I know this shit won't ever last