No one knows, what this means to me These stubborn black lines The only way I feel Yet I'm dying inside Years of torment, took their toll on this man What now remains? The pressure weighing on me And now I can't breathe They ask, why do you cry? You have everything you need in this life They could never see what's inside Of me Everyday, I will fall Deeper inside, into this hole Darkness grips me and fear guides My way I descend, further down with each day The sun seems so dim Laughter haunts me and tears are my friend And I'm dying inside Every plan fails, fate just laughs at my toil My kingdom in flames I stand alone in this mess The ruins of my mind