Got me weeping in the bedroom
I don't wanna be the one you lost
Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom
How you gonna hurt me?
I've been trying just to see you bright
So I got to go and tell you
Fuck that
I don't even want my life back
Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand
Can't stand
Living home is like a nightmare
Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
I'm a witch boy
Tell me I'm a bitch boy
Nothings gonna change me
But I'm changing cuz I'm home boy
Crying when I'm smothered
No one listens when I struggle
Can you help me when I need you?
But you never, so I'm subtle
But you gotten what you wanted
You don't need me
So your honest
With the crack of dawn upon us
Coming up is now my trauma
Living like the saying yeah I got it from my momma
Living like the saying
Got me weeping in the bedroom
I don't wanna be the one you lost
Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom
How you gonna hurt me?
I've been trying just to see you bright
So I got to go and tell you
Fuck that
I don't even want my life back
Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand
Can't stand
Living home is like a nightmare
Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
Its a new day
Changing up my brain waves
Wake up in the morning
Got me prepping for the earthquake
And my soul shakes
Only for the heart break
Always left to wonder what is left before my end date?
Maybe I was meant for this?
Maybe I'm a ghost?
Maybe you were never proud of what I did before?
All I ever did was try to be son you want
Now you always poking asking what's the stuff I'm on
Waiting for the moment
You was gonna show me love
Instead you have breaking down
And never given trust
Disown me, you don't own me
Anymore is what it was
You seen me at my lowest
You're the reason why I'm fucked
Got me weeping in the bedroom
I don't wanna be the one you lost
Stressing writing music; telling stories of my mom
How you gonna hurt me?
I've been trying just to see you bright
So I got to go and tell you
Fuck that
I don't even want my life back
Taking all this medicine like candy on the nightstand
Can't stand
Living home is like a nightmare
Anxious and bewildered everyday because I'm so scared
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
If you love me
Tell me that you want me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me
Crying every night because I'm scared you're gonna haunt me