Arise Skin growing cold Thoughts unforetold Bloom, fate's decree My end, I finally see The movements of my body are the only thing that's real Fingers caresses my face as a mask forged in disillusionment Each crevice is as false as the last And each chasm a further break into my subconscious I feel nothing I feel everything My world is one weaved in worthlessness My thoughts strung up and placed on display For the gaping masses to devour I am nothing I am everything I am the embodiment of paralyzing fear Arise Disfigure your eyes To blind you from this world of terror Your death is just a moment away You live your life in fear of future pain Trapped in this body Comfort becomes mute Unfathomable Fear of the unknown An unintelligible gasp Incoherent muttering A grisly line of spittle graces my collar As my thoughts multiply infinitely Anti-apotheosis An awakening of anxiousness An awakening of self Death is not blissful Nor is it wretched It is the dissolution of memory And disinterest in emotion and logic Replaced by unending tunnels Of hue and saturation A warm violet Silent and imposing Yet explicit in its perceived existence Arise Disfigure your eyes To blind you from this world of terror Your death is just a moment away You live your life in fear of future pain Textural expansion Colors bend Prism-matrixes race across my vision As the fabric of reality is shredded and desecrated A bright light shines on my eyes Through my eyes Through a bent and broken psyche Time is subjective And I relive my life distorted and torn The shortest of moments experienced eternally My epoch stands alone And I stand against it My mind crystallizes As the light begins to fade And only eternity remains Your death is just a moment away You live your life in fear of future pain