I hurt myself today To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away But I remember everything. What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes Away in the end. You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here? What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes Away in the end. You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself, I would find a way.