Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift It took me years to realize you teared my heart through fordable mires But I wasn't made for shallow waters, my heart is an ocean... And I think that's where I am right now: Floating, drifting away Too weak to continue swimming, yet not weak enough to give up and sink Leastwise I know now, that salty waters might cure everything Shedding tears... ...or to walk into the sea... Did you know, if you hold your breath all too long You will finally sleep forever? Did you know, that I never forgave myself For what we've become? How odd I can have all of this inside me And to you it's just words, another letter??? But what is loss? What is wealth? I am nothing! We are nothing...! We are nothing...! We are nothing...! I am the mourning You are the scars I am the night Color me black I am the mourning You are the scars I am the night Color me black There's a place in my heart that will never be filled And even during the best and the greatest times I will know it... ...more than ever I will know it... ...more than ever In another night, in another world Things could have been so different In another night, in another world Things would have been so different I am the mourning You are the scars I am the night Color me black I am the mourning You are the scars I am the night Color me black Color me black.!