I know what pain feelz like when its so deep its stuck
I know what feeling I get from you im addikted to lust
I want attention I want eyez on me
I want questions and stares and to capture their feelings
Im fake obsessed but love doesn't fit
I told my self im allergik
I want your father to love me cause hes smart and wize
But I dont want him to hate me when I bring tears to your eyez
I want your heart to be wrapped up in my hands
And take it with me where ever I am
All your friends will tell you all the reazons why this isnt it
But I can tell you first hand that my love will be toxik
When youre eleven you remember your favorite show and ice cream
Not your family crying and your uncles picture in memorie
Its not trauma you still have your momma and your dad is a great guy
Its not your story dont tell it its kourtneys
If your strong you'd never cry
Then years have passed and iv convinced my selph
That vulnerability should stay on the shelf
And Im the strongest crayon but Im short and used and need a hand
I want your heart to be wrapped up in my hands
And take it with me where ever I am
All your friends will tell you all the reazons why this isnt it
But I can tell you first hand that my love will be toxik
Toxik
Toxik
Toxik
Toxik