Oh, how I adore you
It makes me feel so blind
What if it's all over?
I guess I will be fine
But I just might give in
To my own dangerous thoughts
That tantalize, I fantasize the chance
Of allowing love
No inner peace
Inside of me
I give all that up
Its never safe
Its just a treat
To sooth the insecurities
Stuck in this confliction
Its the war of my own mind
What provides me peace
Leaves me more dissatisfied
They assembled me so broken
Like yarn unorganized
They left me there
Made nothing clear
No ones ever on my side
My thoughts when I am falling
Start bright then catch on fire
Im just not meant to feel at peace
With someone
I to i