Searching for interest In a sea of people This city represents A chance before me I better get my shit straight Cause I know I've only got one life I want you with me I finally made up my mind This subway better stop Cause I really need a break Making decisions on the fly Like a fly on the wall When I'm passed out in the bathroom stall God can you hear me I'll be better next time Oh can you hear me Next time Can you hear me Fuck I'm tryin I'm a sad sad boy With a gutter in my laptop Where I let my brain drain I try to let it all out But something's holding me back I think I care too much About stupid shit Like what you think