You don't exist
Except in my head
I wish you were here
But she is gone, she is dead
I killed her with a dull knife
I made sure it hurt
And even when she was bleeding out in front of me
I offered her no words
And she said "Take me to where you feel safe
We can go together, I swear
No matter any weather
I'll be there
I could be hopelessly cold
And I'd still offer you my coat."
I can't resist
Images in my head
And all the things that we used to say
Slowly left unsaid
I packed them in my dull knife
I made sure they hurt
And even when you were crying right in front of me
I offered you no words
You still said "Take me to where you feel safe
We can go together, I swear
No matter any weather
I'll be there
I could be hopelessly cold
And I'd still offer you my coat."
And I said no
And I said no
And I said no
And I said no