I think it's time I say goodbye,
For the last time
I hate the feeling
Of your name rolling off my tongue.
The peace of closing that chapter
Is ever satiating.
Clinging to a hand detached
From the body keeps me coming back
God forsake.
I scream at God to get this right
"Will you leave me to my own devices?"
I hope you never let me breathe the same air again.
I'm too terrified to actually open my eyes
And see the grass was never green.
The grass was never there to begin with.
I wish I could give my all,
But do I even have all to give?
I wish that never crossed my mind
But here we are.
I prayed to myself one too many times.
Life comes at you fast,
When it's on four wheels.
Life comes at you fast,
With her chewed up nails.
Can I escape your touch
If it was never there?
Can I escape your grasp
If I forged it fraud?