(Just gotta focus) I got no grasp on my history Don't look forward or back I seize in the moment I never know when to act I've been growin' I guess When you don't plan on no direction, what does growin' invest It's been double time Tripping for no fucking reason I'ma just ignore it I'ma just sit back and try to listen for it If it's this important, I ain't fishin' for it So what am I to do? 'Cept run and cry to you? There's nothing I do new Yes, dummy, the truth funny The best of me is used from me You left nothing, you lose something Been affected focused on the proof coming It's sleepin' right ahead I'll keep an eye on it They're frequent, my attempts They keep denyin' them So what the fuck?