Where's my silver plate? You promised it'd take me away. It's not a cry for attention, I need some help but no one listens. Poor boy lost somewhere, Self-righteous bastard, nobody cares. What's the cost of buying new friends? I don't have much but I'll give you what I can. A failure, I went back home. I fucking choked as I said I would. Wish my call dropped when we last spoke, I broke down in my room when I heard your voice. Where's my silver plate? You promised it'd take me away. It's not a cry for attention, I feel so alone but no one listens. So if I drink and smoke and sniff More than I talk, It's not your fault But don't tell me To pray to God As if he has a cure for All this pain I got. If He's the one who made me Then I guess he fucked up. Sorry mother, I'm just angry, Fucking hurt, I just want to leave so badly. My child, calm down, It's really not that bad. I'll do whatever makes you happy, Just come back. I'm so desperate I'm such a goddamn mess. It's not for attention, I promise I'm not lying, I need someone to listen.