I wonder where my passion went
It must've took off when she left
That's no excuse, it's nothing new
I should've found it someone else
I'm alone more than I should be
Bottle filled to the brim with whiskey
I'll hit the ground when I reach Florida
I was only hoping you'd stay with me
So this goes out to all the ones
Who believed in me
Maybe, next time
You can place your faith in someone
Someone who's not afraid to be
Someone else, somewhere new
Something I could never do
Coward, what a fake
Liar, mistake
This goes out to the ones who I promised to write a song
To Derek, to Jess and Jess, to all the girls I fell in love with
I'm sorry, I couldn't do it
I choked, I fucking blew it
Taylor, Christine
Andreia, I'm s–
Stop feeling sorry for myself
My mother said I needed help
I tried to kill myself back in July
But I knew I couldn't kiss you
If I were to die
What a selfish way to leave
I couldn't think about all the ones who needed me
I couldn't shake the fact, the fact that
That I wa worthless, so useless
Wasted oxygen on a person, like cursive
Filled with self-doubt 'cause I'm not perfect, they heard this
Called a doctor so I wouldn't hurt anymore
So this goes out to all the ones
Who believed in me
Maybe, next time
You can place your faith in
Someone who's not afraid to be
Someone else, somewhere new
Something I could never do
Coward, what a fake
Liar, mistake