In light of an undesirable outcome
I'd remove myself from the situation in any possible way I could
Or fantasize about leaving permanently
This time it didn't solve anything
I had to find it in me to continue
Because the world won't wait for a full recovery
Disappointment arrests my nerves
Obstructing my progression
Wallowing and favoring death over the current circumstance
Accepting amercement in the form of your disgust
I'll fade in vagrancy
But please, before I leave, I ask of you
Take all that's left and disperse the remains
Ensuring my absence to embrace this divide
I no longer wish to mourn
I've grieved enough for my own sake
Spare me bereavement
I only wish for deliverance
The absence reminds me that the earth won't stop spinning
The tides still recede
I cannot blame you for routine tragedy
This is my nature
And I'm forced to accept that I advance without the closure that I seek
The absence reminds me that I can't stop the earth from spinning
Take all that's left and disperse the remains
Ensuring my absence to embrace this divide
I no longer wish to mourn
I've grieved enough for my own sake
Spare me bereavement
Bring me my deliverance
This inherent misfortune is irreversible
With no choice but to advance
I'll swallow this cruel fate
A forced acceptance is the final transition from spiraling downward to dancing toward the void
(After all of this, I promise you that I am not who I want to be)
The absence reminds me that I can't stop the earth from spinning