I fear being in the dark It reminds me of death For me, the gates of heaven are locked I enjoy every breath I've got it in my heart, I try to escape I want to break out of this rule, I awake All over sweat, I don't wanna be raped I don't wanna die Killer's confession, you say that I've got no right to live Killer's confession, no one's able to forgive The guilt I carry inside I don't wanna die Suicide's sometimes on my mind I don't wanna lose my youth What's going on, what will I find I'm searching for the truth Is there no possibility to get lost of this years To get lost of the harm I've done, lost of my fears I want to break out, I don't wanna hear The bells of death Is there no possibility to get lost of this years To get lost of the harm I've done, lost of my fears I want to break out, I don't wanna hear The bells of death