I caught a feeling the other day It was so hard to explain Gotta take this medication Anything to ignore my pain But it's still creeping up in my brain I tend to hide in a video game (ooh) What you do when you got no one to talk to? Feels like depression is my best friend Dealin' with the same shit, ain't nothing new When will I learn my lesson? Wake up stressed out and eat my food I'm full but I'm still empty What you do when you got no one to talk to? I was sitting low watching the sky In the distance I can hear an echo I look off in the distance rub my eyes I saw a man I've never seen before And he asked me why I'm so afraid to die I told him "my dude, I really don't know I guess I feel I haven't lived my life And there's so much trauma I haven't let go" Hey, wait, stay I feel a part of me slip away And that was the part that I need today So this is the part where I show my face, uh Face to face With all the problems I'm tryna shake Spinnin' out and I hit the brakes But I still crash and I guess that's fate I chose to live this way If I fuck up then it's all my fault You're too loud, don't wanna hear your thoughts I'm not here to sit and be taught Cause you're not that great But always act like you know the way Backtrack everything you say It's my world at the end of day I won't change my ways for the next man, you gon' have to kill me bro Everything get me tight like a headband, weighing heavy on my soul Flip this shit upside down like a headstand, Shit ain't even up no more Picture me '97 E30, big bands, I don't wanna talk no more Need it stat I be runnin' up the stats, that's a fact Just still tryna keep that shit in tact and it's sad They be tryna tell me to relax and it's whack Once I'm old I can't get the youth back, that's facts I be fucked up I can't smoke weed Cause I'm a fuck up It's gon' make me think It's gon' make me think It's gon' make me think It's gon' make me think And I don't like to think