Last night was the best night of my life I got high, watched the sunrise in your eyes It's been a while, and I don't wanna lie I think I'm falling in love But when I get this feeling, I start overthinking Try breathing, but that's just no use 'Cause I get trust issues the closer I get to Somebody I don't wanna lose It's a hundred million seconds 'til I let you down Going so fast, we're gonna crash, and hit the ground But the thought of us is something I can't live without Uh-oh my God, I gotta stop Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? Sometimes my fear gets the best of me It's so hard to say what I really mean Want you to know that you're beautiful And I don't ever wanna let you go Because when I get this feeling, I start overthinking Try breathing, but that shit's no use Yeah, I get trust issues the closer I get to Somebody I don't wanna lose It's a hundred million seconds 'til I let you down Going so fast, we're gonna crash and hit the ground But the thought of us is something I can't live without Uh-oh my God, I gotta stop Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? ♪ A hundred million seconds 'Til I let you down, let you down It's a hundred million seconds 'til I let you down Going so fast, we're gonna crash and hit the ground But the thought of us is something I can't live without (can't live without) Uh-oh my God, I gotta stop Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? Why do I always self-sabotage? Why do I? Why do I? (Why do I always self sabotage?)