Shoulda said so much to you Which is lame, but maybe kinda nice Scratch-offs in a birthday card Your name on a grain of rice And I've been sick since 7th grade And it's not terrible, but it's too long We still talk, but now it's changed Does it hurt more to just move on? Maybe I loved you Or maybe I wanted to See something through Just 'cause I never do And I should call, but I'm afraid Of what you're gonna say Notice all the ways I've changed And all the ways I've stayed the same And I hate talking on the phone Because my speaking voice is broken And I can't stand to be alone 'Cause it's so easy to ignore me I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down I'm letting it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequins and stones sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home, still learning to speak I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down I'm letting it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequins and stones sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home and I'm still learning to speak I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down I'm letting it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequins and stones sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home and I'm still learning to speak I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down I'm letting it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequins and stones sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home and I'm still learning to speak