We rise up late again The mornings when the truth really seeps in We're all just trying to get by Rushing to our 9 to 5s We're living at the top of the night Feet up against the window as we take a drive Staring up at stars, I'm losing sense of the time Not worried about the morning light Starting to see the morning light Fall to sleep, hold on to something sweet It's the only place where you can hide From your own conscious mind The gaslight is on again Scrap the bottom of my purse to try and fill it And I know that I'll be alright If I can just make it to my 9 to 5 All your friends tell you that you'll be fine You're strong and they're not worried, it's a matter of time But I'm worried about myself And I'm worried about my mental health Fall to sleep, hold on to something sweet It's the only place where you can hide From your own conscious mind The hardest part is getting out Of the traps we set ourselves When courage is a gamble and the future is a bet I got too much down on who I was And not enough on who I am