You showed me how to pick myself up off the ground,
I'm not there now.
You told me that we would be fine,
And I believed you when you lied.
Lay on my mattress on the floor,
I'm so glad I'm not who I was before.
Thought I was dying when you left.
Now I'm healed, you're back again.
Now shit's all fucked and upside down,
I'll be more careful next time 'round.
Lay on my mattress on the floor,
I'm so glad things aren't how they were before.
I'm not prepared to see you yet,
My heart's still sore, my skin's still red.
And I'm not mad about it,
Just not gonna embarrass myself again.
I can't help how hard I fall,
I'll take your postcards off my wall.
So leave me be and give me space,
Been a while since we've been on the same page.