I've been debating whether or not
To even send this message
But it stays on my mind and heart
And I listen when I think the universe is telling me to do something
I feel like I owe an apology because I never did give you one
And I still carry some guilt for the way I treated you
Our time together was incredibly important for me
You opened up my fucking world
Changed the way I viewed the world
And myself within it forever
That was a huge gift and I feel like I really owe it to you
I was insecure because I was in the middle of this
Metamorphic process of figuring out who I was
And because of that was so vulnerable and so defensive
So what I guess I owe you is an apology
And a thank you
Much gratitude for the gifts you introduced me to
That have and will last a lifetime
We are a lifetime away from each other now
In lots of ways
But you will always hold a unique and special
Place in my heart
One of thankfulness and some regret and many well well wishes