I struggled with this pain inside, but it was too strong You looked so catatonic, ya knew it was wrong Destructive, tainted, heated words scraped off your tongue Singing wholly sinful song If you feel the way I feel And you want to go to Heaven for the first time One more time If you feel the way I feel And you want to go to Heaven for the first time, oh You wanna know the reason why I am the way I am You wanna hear the truth the love the way that only I can tell ya You wanna hear a song that moves and hangs inside of you You wanna feel and see the magic that only I can sell ya Yeah, I'm gonna plug it in, turn it up, settle in And turn the self indulgent matrons over belly up I'm gonna find a way to touch you And blow away the hate for you to feel this fallen angel's song, oh You wanna know the reason why I am the way I am You wanna hear the truth the love the way that only I can tell ya You wanna hear a song that moves and hangs inside of you You wanna feel and see the magic that only I can sell ya My dear friends out there, standing atop the mountain Did you find your faith in God When you found that you were buried at the bottom Buried at the bottom? My dear friends, my dear friends, my dear friends, buried If you feel the way I feel And you want to go to Heaven for the first time One more time If you feel the way I feel And you want to go to Heaven for the first time One more time You wanna know the reason why I am the way I am You wanna hear the truth the love the way that only I can tell ya Tell ya, tell ya, ya, ya