Can't stand to live in this void Blood flows cold and skin is dead My mind plays tricks on me I wish it was real But I am numb, I thought I could feel My thoughts is playing on repeat Running down this one-way street There is no way for me to turn around I'm moving faster now straight into the ground Scarred, I want to feel real pain I need to be defleshed Bruised, tear my skin straight off I got to be stripped down My mind is weak and my soul is dust A pawnshop halo soiled by rust Dismal thoughts are my companionship I crave these lies just to keep a grip I suffer plague of disbelief Salvation is my word of grief Screaming, tearing making silent noise This self-content is my new drug of choice Scarred, I want to feel real pain I need to be defleshed Bruised, tear my skin straight off I got to be stripped down Scarred, I want to feel real pain I need to be defleshed Bruised, tear my skin straight off I got to be stripped down Scarred, I want to feel real pain I need to be defleshed Bruised, tear my skin straight off I got to be stripped down