As I roll ba ck to M .J.S. I saw everyone run in reverse Would dot my t's to break the ice Though my intentions would suffice Best option no traction off-road assumptions Go! Sustainable self-gratification To keep the momentum without paying attention Aced out My father's let down The first to drop out At the top of my game I was the one to set the pace I was a rat in my own race The currents told me where to go Though it was up against the flow Best option no traction off-road assumptions Go! Sustainable self-gratification To keep the momentum without paying attention Aced out My father's let down The first to drop out Defective and burned out At the top of my game And one day my psychiatrist Gave up on me and poured us two drinks He said that sanity is a twist Made up in plots of missing links I did not get it so he gave me some pills For what they call ADHD I hated how they made me feel So I pulverized them breathed 'em in And now I grind all things to find The easiest access to my mind