It caught me so off guard A perfect mess, it has me sour Looking up to see what I could gain But spirals and colours, they break my brain Top of the top becomes harder to see I did everything. I did everything My body buzzes to a broken pattern I could explode, but it doesn't matter My body buzzes to a broken pattern I could explode, but it doesn't matter Holding onto everything I've got Listening to the sound of my body pause My reflection's hard to face because I am now not what I was Top of the top becomes harder to see I did everything. I did everything My body buzzes to a broken pattern I could explode, but it doesn't matter My body buzzes to a broken pattern I could explode, but it doesn't matter My body buzzes I could explode My body buzzes I could explode