I'm way too cynical for my age Afraid to dive too deep knowing things might change It's hard to get used to things being okay After all the love I've had to throw away I can't help trying to fix Things that aren't broken yet 'Cause someone else, they made me think That there ain't no happy ends Every time you say, "I love you" And I don't say it back I promise I'm not tryna hurt you I'm just stuck in the past When I'm at my worst you still put me first While everyone's putting me last Yeah, every time you say, "I love you" I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that Don't know what's so messed up in my head Think you gonna ghost me even while you hold me In my bed I can't help trying to fix Things that aren't broken yet 'Cause someone else, they made me think That there ain't no happy ends Every time you say, "I love you" And I don't say it back I promise I'm not tryna hurt you I'm just stuck in the past When I'm at my worst you still put me first While everyone's putting me last Yeah, every time you say, "I love you" I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that Yeah, I'm not used to that Yeah, I'm not used to that Yeah, I'm not used to that Yeah, I'm not used to that Every time you say I love you I really wanna say it back I promise I'm not tryna hurt you But I'm still not used to that, I'm not used to that